this is real, this is me.
him
but i will never be happy
Sunday, August 20, 2006
My first post over at my new blog again! *grins after much estimation, i think this is already my 8th bloggie started. The change of blog might be due to sian-ness of the same old username, some emotional issues, changing of blog skins blah blah.

Time to pour out my thoughts again. Working life isn't easy. Office politics is unavoidable. Some very nice people around while others are like shit. I don't feel like elaborating more cos I still have to learn to cope with the fakeness of some people and work together with them. It's a good learning of life experience. I will nv forget what *l told me - "I must learn to tolerate everything. When there are times that I really can't, I should think of happy things to keep me going." & also the good old advice of knowing those who are good and those who are bad. It pains me to know that becos of some idiots, *l would be leaving. oh wells, there isn't any everlasting banquet in the world (direct chi translation ; =/) I must try to perform better and always remember what he said to prevent myself from getting hurt.

Fri 18/8 was a nice day. morning was a mad rush but lunch was enjoyable with everyone. had some happie moments with all the laughing and suan-ing (abt the older and name part) also shared with *l about what *d told me regarding that issue. *l was angry abt what *d told me but i think it was expected de. Bo bian, i shall be wary then.

Met up with ling, ks, chuwen & kk on Friday too. It was sean's birthday on that day. sms-ed him quite late to wish him. lol. anyway, i chatted with chuwen before meeting up with ling and ks. was exchanging what happened in our lives after graduation. anyway, went thai express to wait for kk. he reached after a while and still the same old kk i guess. the chicken rice that i ordered was not bad. yippee. at least i didn't order the curry soft shell crab that i had the other time. totally yucks. =/ anyway, went to olio dome @ bishan cc and sat there for drinks and talk. wow, it was definitely a good way to catch up over drinks. got some shocking news and also just chatting about work and life. anyway, left at abt 10.10 and took mrt home. was darn tired and surfed net for a while before plonking myself into bed.

Sat was one slacking day. Watched tv and went out to the pasar malam at night. There wasn't much to shop too cos not much stores. Sian-ed. Today was sent slacking at home again. Watched ai qing mo fa shi on scv channel 56. darn nice and romantic show can. if only they air it on weekdays instead of weekends. then i can finish the series faster =D

*ps. my birthday is coming up real soon! I just love birthdays cos they made me happier! & i just rcvd early bdae pressies from my er jie. darn happie can =D shall post pics of the pressies nearer to my bdae!

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

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