this is real, this is me.
him
but i will never be happy
Tuesday, October 31, 2006
nearing the ending of halloween, it's time to look forward to christmas. hee.

anyways, some updates.

Sat - sis gotten her N73. woots. cam quality same as mine. we can take more pics already. =p and the ringtone is so loud. now she has no excuse to say that she can't hear her phone ringing when i call her. the screen is also super long, so for "pa jiao" ppl like her, she can see things clearer. wahaha.

Sun - i gotten STM. lol. i totally forgot what I did on this day. -bleah

Mon - Back to work. Things were a bit hectic but still manageable.

Today - W raised her voice at me on the phone in the afternoon. Wth. I agree it's partially my fault but what she said is just so idiotic lor. Scared of blah blah blah. Anyway, when i cfm-ed with her face to face, her tone totally changed lor. wah lau eh. can dun be so fake anot. or rather, do keep your feelings in check. If you can't keep ur feelings in check, then u are not fit to be what you are now. it's all just a facade. freaks. i was so irritated and angry lar.

anyway, the irritation faded off at lunch cos i had an enjoyable lunch. shared chix rice and it was darn filling can. next, went on to the cute cute shop but didn't get anything. In the end, gotten 2 mannequins from the shop opp. darn cheap can? happpie. Went to thirst and drank iced milo with mint. i think the quality was much better a few months ago. missed the times whn they were not so busy and we still had time to sit there, enjoy drinks and gossipp. hahas. Now, must wait till mid nov before they are not so busy and i will start to get busy with healthcare stuff. time to buck up k. it's been dreamland for the past 2 weeks cos of the 2 public hols and ACTA.

Oh yah, I missed him leh. How leh. Shit sia. I shouldn't miss him cos it's supposed to be a crush that ended a year ago. haha. Nvm lar, since I adore uncles at least 12 yrs older than me. ooops. I just smile when i think of his silly antics a yr ago and his smiles. arrogant but charismatic at the same time to me too. oh wells, into dreamland again...

Time for a pic post next entry. there's too much words cramped into this entry. =p

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

11:23 PM

Friday, October 27, 2006
Wheee. finally the presentation for CM3 is over. As always, my stomach was full of butterflies and my mind is blank. lol. Cham leh. But still, I managed to pull through leh. so happpie. But well, the great company and free lunches + breaks will be missed dearly. I'm still thinking of MB's sausages, chicken rice, black pepper chicken & western food. When will CM2 start leh? hee.

After class, took bus with sis, PL and YS. 61 was darn crowded that day lor. oh yahs, my tamagotchi died again that day. Had to restart it again. Reached home a few mins before 7pm. hee.

Went out to collect my new specs. yippee. it's black and chic? haha. no lar, it just makes me seem more civilised. *grins. shall post up pics sooon.

Next, went to West Mall to return my library books. borrowed the new book frm Terry Brooks and also two Learn to speak Korean books. hehe.

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

11:45 PM

Sunday, October 22, 2006
Been ages since I last updated again. =/ Just a routine of what I have done over the past week.

Mon & Tues (Mundane work life routine)

Wed (Went to a jap restaurant at far east sq to celebrate angeline wee's bdae. the food was so so but i liked the corn inside the ramen as it was very crunchy.)

Thurs (Walked to Suntec after work. The haze is super suffocating leh. Got so itchness somemore.)

Spongebob Monopoly @ Suntec's TRU (So cute!)


Fri (Off in lieu for Deepavali. Went to taka for the sanrio fair. Super madness lor. I gotten scratched by one auntie on the hand and I'm darn angry leh. I know I will definitely get my revenge when I see her again. Had the jap curry rice at taka's basement 2 for lunch.)



Sat - used the whole day to clear my room but still not 100% done yet. How leh? lol. Think have to wait for ACTA to be over 1st before I can start to clean up intensively. =D

Sunday - it's a rainy day today. yippee cos the haze is washed off by the rain. Went out to get vegetarian lunch and made a new pair of specs again. tehehe. can't wait to collect it next week. Now have to start on CM3 before there is no time to prepare for the presentation next week.

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

5:40 PM

Wednesday, October 11, 2006
Yippee, CM4 assessment is finally over on mon evening. Super happie lor. & I was considered (Competent) lor. No need to re-do or amend. *grins Time to chiong on for CM3 liao.

Mon & Tues chiong-ed home to watch Goong. Darn funny lor. Some scenes were like so hilarious leh. Wed also wanted to chiong back but er jie wanted to buy otah. So we bought them and when I turned, I saw lawrence tan leh. Wah lau, shocked lor. My super teacher crush in sec sch. Haha. He still recognised me and waved to me. I was so happie lor. Think is about 3-4 years since I last saw him. I still feel that he is still as cute as before. =D

Today was a busy day leh. Copied and pasted the whole list of the floristry coys in the 1st half of the day. Lunch was fun but the food was only alright. Fries were nice though. Then went back and helped PL with her briefing stuff. 3pm was the divisional presentation & quite boring leh. Called L & ka-jiaoed him. Wah lau, think must control la, disturb him too much also paiseh. After work, went to IMM for dinner. Had Ajisen. The desserts were interesting but so-so only. But the red bean was very nice. Yummy delicious =D

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

11:37 PM

Sunday, October 08, 2006

argh, i have a sudden urge for nong shim spicy mushroom instant noodles. so i went to google-ed for it. =D I super love it cos it's spicy and the noodles are so springly and bouncy! The portion is just nice though some people might find it too filling for them.

Think this pic is the korean packaging -->

Reviews of different types of nong shim instant noodles.

Nong Shim's webbie

Wikipedia Article


okie dokie. now on to the "reporting" of what I have done...

Thursday and Friday - Acta @ SIM. It was darn fun leh. maybe cos there's a better bunch of friends in my group this time round. the activities were a blast. Had fun knowing about my colleagues and also laughing along..

Saturday - Went to Sunetc to check on the new stuff. Wasn't that much new stuff so didn't tikam much. Sis saw the new maid kuromi tikam from banpresto @ hobby point and tried her luck. $10 each leh. I felt that it was quite ex lor. =x

After that, went down to Chinatown. Took the CityBuzz bus (Chinatown route) there. My 1st time taking that bus. Fares at pegged at $1 for each trip. Gotten some buttons and fabrics this time round. Took 190 back at about 7pm to BPP to meet dad for dinner. Went to IMM after that. Was thinking that ytd was like a journey round s'pore? haha.

Tomorrow is CM4 assessment. argh. I haben gone through the notes yet. How how? I need to pass ah. Don't want to go through it again! wish me luck yeah.


You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

4:49 PM

Tuesday, October 03, 2006
I am amazed at how time passes. it's been coming 3 months since i started on the job. have not been particularly happy nor sad. The happiest thing would be to get to know a bunch of wonderful colleagues who guide me along, render their help etc.

Was busy at work for the past 2 days. Busy sorting out ACTA papers for submission and making a copy on Monday. Today was busy filing the stuff until I had my breakfast at 11+. duh. Sis came down to get the mooncakes @ Caltex hse. Lunched with MM and PL. They went back for coffee while I went with sis to get the Garden Pastry mooncakes. & even saw that Swissotel's snowskin mooncake was sold out. Heng I eaten it on Sun liao. ooops. got pics but not too clear =x

I have always fancied someone older than me. Maybe cos of the insecurity that I faced? But mature korean actors are so charming k. Not really handsome but they appeal to me. =D An example - Park Shin Yang. Can I just say that I just adore older guys? wahaha. I must be crazy~


You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

11:01 PM

Monday, October 02, 2006
Wahaha. As the title says, I have finally completed it after so many days. Been rushing it like siao already. & it's overdue. =p will see how tomorrow. might need to hand up to her personally at her house? ooops. It's tough juggling work, life and ACTA.

Mon - L's back and we caught up with him for a short while. & he offered to give me a lift too as he's going to that bazaar with his wife. But not feeling too well tt day and wanted to vomit. So took MC on tues.

oh rights, had my teambuilding with the CDCs and DCNs people on last wed. I felt that it was not too bad. & one of the trainer looked like an actor (think name is Hu Ge??) wahaha. need to search through the net. oh ya, need to get the pics from the HR person so that I've got some memories

last thurs and fri was seriously no life. was more of doing up the assessment plan and all related things.

sat was actually to sentosa. but i sneezed so much lor. in the end, i only had lunch with ks and ling and went home to rest. took medicine and slept for 4 hours. Got a haircut in the evening and hair is much neater now. maybe see how my colleagues says tmr bah~ ciaos

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

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