this is real, this is me.

23rd - wah liews, it's like the 1st time I worked late la! i went home at 6.40pm on a Friday somemore. argh! I hate xxx, always so last min. anyways, managed to meet dad at TPY to go Bt. Panjang to meet mum, da jie & juno. I realised that TPY has lotsa stuff to shop around for lor~ But too bad, I seldom go there, it's like out of the way for me. Had a very full zi char dinner at the bt. panjang kopitiam la. I almost wanted to vomit liao lor. haha. Managed to get ling's pressie tooo. wheee.

24th - advanced 21st bdae celebration for ling! met in the morning for kbox. I was late la. halfway, walked ard with ks to look for a cake. finally found one "choc truffle" cake at Hans. It was nice, just that the choc topping is too sweet for my liking. sang songs till abt 2.15pm then we went to walk walk. I spent so much today la! bought a puma bag & clothes frm dorothy perkins cos they had 20% off at it's marina sq outlet today. whee! retail therapy leh! even saw alf, who had to catch my attention cos i was looking at the puma stuff la. then watched the fox fashion show. got shuai ge model. hehe.

next up, went bugis to take neoprint. bought neoprint book at lovely land then went TCC to slack and have drinks. took pictures there too~ Bk had to go off 1st, so ks went to get an express mani. had dinner at V8 & the service today was like shit? ooops. okay lar, dun be so petty liao. then took neoprint again. the pictures taken this time was much nicer :) then took train to raffles place to meet ks friend, "uncle". okay la, not too uncle mah. haha.

went eski bar and the strawberry margarita wasn't too nice la. anyways, played the "guessing" game and I'm so so slow lar, kena have to drink so many times. wanted to stay but the staff didn't notice us, so off we went. uncle wanted to have supper, so went to a kopitiam and waited super long for the satay. ended up playing the game again to clear the satay. anyways, went off at abt 12+ lor. which was the same as last sat too. haha.

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wah liews, tell me why I have to think of him! I'm such a failure. Just if you are wondering, yes, it's still that him, which means that I'm obviously still not giving up after like 3 yrs of nt contacting then suddenly back in contact again? Wake up my idea la, since he's the one who thinks that everything else other me is more important and left me all high and dry, I shouldn't be hoping anymore. & the worse thing is he only comes to me when he needs help~ ARGH! I'm a 残废 la. Why am I so hopeless? okies, shall delete his new number & block his msn all over again! oh ya, the lyrics below are from the song "残废" by Wu Qe Kun. I think it really reflects what I'm feeling right now.

我像个残废
飞不出你的世界
借不到一点安慰
为什么你拼命后退
退到了边界
结果我没了知觉
就连痛都嫌浪费

在爱里残废
非弄得伤痕累累
累到我无力再追
最怕你突然要挽回
回到了原点　
原点却又像终点
然后　多痛　一遍

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

4:26 AM

19th - usual monday blues. work is so so tiring yah. I need my beauty sleep back~

20th - it's the SIRS opening today~ it's okay, just tt PL got to go on stage again. she even spoke to minister can? lols. The catering was pretty alrights cos this time, at least the laksa was quite appetising. The goodie bag was okay, nothing spectacular but at least the items inside are useful :) love the paper bag itself though, cos the design is quite unique. after that, managed to buy some cute cute stuff from a pushcart located within the hub before proceeding back to office for half day of tiring work. =x

21st - no recollection of what I did. oh wells, think it's my normal routine of going to work and then coming back home.

22nd - JPE at TPYCCC. lol. Acronyms are useful! Basically, I'm starting to be quite familiar with the procedures liao, having done it for like 3 times already? It's fun lar, just that sometimes I'm too softhearted eh. half day back to office and even tabao-ed from lau pa sat. That's so much much work we have on hand this week la. after work, met 2nd sis and juno at imm for some retail therapy. went bysi and managed to get 2 tops plus a skirt. Their discounts is quite good lor, ranges from 50% to 70%. Time to stock up on office wear :) we had dinner at ichiban sushi, which is still value for money, as usual. love love the value meal that they have. cos the cheapo me loves that chawamushi that's always included inside, which means i do not have to pay additional money to order one.

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

11:28 PM

15/3 - did some much needed theraphy for half day. gotten my rement set & had pork chop rice. whee, i felt much better. picked up nono from school and slacked at home. watched our fav show "a pillow case of mystery"on scv chn 55 at 9pm.

16/3 - i was so so guai leh! went home after work & had dinner. the itch on my leg was so so killing me. so went to jln jurong kechil to see doc. finally gotten some cream to apply. wooots.

17/3 - morning went for pedi. thn met zhong & hh for a sat outing. wheee. this week is quite fun yeah. went to vivo & it was sian leh. had lunch at marche which was so-so. then went to marina sq where i got a skirt frm bysi. happpie :) walked around before going to chijmes. our fav place has closed down. so went to a pub called table 108. the place was so stuffy can. went off afetr a drink. next, went to a ktv pub at neil road. it was quite sian too, so went off after a drink also. took cab and the uncle drove so slowly. didn't even talk to hh on the cab lar. haha. finally reached home at 1+am.

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

5:32 PM

12/3 - I was so so so busy today! i took so many calls can? but that means the day passed by very quickly~ met zhong & pei at ms. ended up walking to suntec for pizza hut. had so many laughs talking abt hh yeah. no lar, i really can't communicate with him kays? after tt, went for kbox session! whee. it was fun but tiring yah cos went back home ard 12am. only slept at 2am.

14/3 - today! half day in the morning was spent working & the other half day was board games session at settlers cafe. it was fun yah! i love love ugly doll, igloo pop, project x & much more. plus the team game at the last part was so so funny la! anyways, i enjoyed myself :) after tt, went to chinatown to walk walk & have a drink. proceeded home after that.

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

10:25 PM

25/2: prayed to "ti gong" and only slept at 2am. i'm so tired!

26/2: stressful div meeting. oh wells, i was lucky to get the angbao which contained $2 courtesy of may :) the breakfast was nice nice nice too. love HL milk & cereals. went home to rush through preparation of ACTA CM1 FA.

27/2: afternoon was the FA. wah liews, mind was in an absolute blank. anyways, got it over and done with. went back home to rest.

1/3: went for the workshop which was interesting but i was darn tired due to lack of slp over the past few days. had lunch by myself and roamed ard cine for a while. met him for dinner and it was awkward for me? it just seems weird. but i realised tt after tt, the sms-es were nt as frequent liao. oh wells, time to tell myself to delete his new no and block him on msn again. I dun wanna be upset again cos i get affected real easily even by little things like this. okie. I shall be pro-active in doing this.

2/3: workshop again~ but i realised tt it was quite meaningful eh.

3/3: d&d. it was fun taking pics with them all :) esp L, who was still as charming la. and miss riri who's really a nice nice buddy ever since i started work. but my feet hurt! tt stupid heels almost took my life away. in the end, i sprained my leg. wah liews.

5/3: DS course. lunch was nice but not cheap. haha. was limping cos of the injury. managed to get it bandaged at tiong bahru after course

6/3: limped back to work. & tt day was the earthquake tremors. i seriously didn't feel it lar. we got evacuated and gotten like a half day off. went back home to rest.

7/3: limped back to work again. gotten reprimanded abt some stuff but oh wells. stayed late to complete a listing & only went home at 6.40pm. luckily still managed to pick up my parcel.

8/3: townhall at csc. food was nice & various issues addressed. afternoon, went for the jpworkshop for the batch this week. it was boring lar. =x came back to 2nd sis place and slacked for a while before coming home. :)

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

10:51 PM