24th - advanced 21st bdae celebration for ling! met in the morning for kbox. I was late la. halfway, walked ard with ks to look for a cake. finally found one "choc truffle" cake at Hans. It was nice, just that the choc topping is too sweet for my liking. sang songs till abt 2.15pm then we went to walk walk. I spent so much today la! bought a puma bag & clothes frm dorothy perkins cos they had 20% off at it's marina sq outlet today. whee! retail therapy leh! even saw alf, who had to catch my attention cos i was looking at the puma stuff la. then watched the fox fashion show. got shuai ge model. hehe.
next up, went bugis to take neoprint. bought neoprint book at lovely land then went TCC to slack and have drinks. took pictures there too~ Bk had to go off 1st, so ks went to get an express mani. had dinner at V8 & the service today was like shit? ooops. okay lar, dun be so petty liao. then took neoprint again. the pictures taken this time was much nicer :) then took train to raffles place to meet ks friend, "uncle". okay la, not too uncle mah. haha.
went eski bar and the strawberry margarita wasn't too nice la. anyways, played the "guessing" game and I'm so so slow lar, kena have to drink so many times. wanted to stay but the staff didn't notice us, so off we went. uncle wanted to have supper, so went to a kopitiam and waited super long for the satay. ended up playing the game again to clear the satay. anyways, went off at abt 12+ lor. which was the same as last sat too. haha.
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wah liews, tell me why I have to think of him! I'm such a failure. Just if you are wondering, yes, it's still that him, which means that I'm obviously still not giving up after like 3 yrs of nt contacting then suddenly back in contact again? Wake up my idea la, since he's the one who thinks that everything else other me is more important and left me all high and dry, I shouldn't be hoping anymore. & the worse thing is he only comes to me when he needs help~ ARGH! I'm a 残废 la. Why am I so hopeless? okies, shall delete his new number & block his msn all over again! oh ya, the lyrics below are from the song "残废" by Wu Qe Kun. I think it really reflects what I'm feeling right now.
我像个残废
飞不出你的世界
借不到一点安慰
为什么你拼命后退
退到了边界
结果我没了知觉
就连痛都嫌浪费
在爱里残废
非弄得伤痕累累
累到我无力再追
最怕你突然要挽回
回到了原点
原点却又像终点
然后 多痛 一遍
4:26 AM
