this is real, this is me.

i was so so tired today! maybe cos slp wasn't enuff. anyways, met up with zhong, lhh, fraw, jess at wm to collect the. brought the pressie out too :)

took cab down - we slipt into 2 cabs. I was with jess and fraw & i complained abt lhh nt being a gentlemen at all. haha. we all share a common experience eh. so they understand why i don't like him at all. haha. which was good la, cos pin wanted me to try out lor. :x

decided to book a room at partyworld for after dinner entertainment. deposited our cake there. Then went off to TAKA's COCA for dinner. the food was so-so and something happened which made me unhappy and angry but i dun wish to mention it here. :/ oh wells, it's all over, so i'll just let it pass. We walked to partyworld & started our singing. wooohooo. I sang so many songs! i love the company :) i was so high that i even took a pic with edison chen who was in jolin's mr Q mtv. woohoo. the pic cannot be uploaded here la, too crazy alr. haha. Had the cake cutting and birthday song singing at there. it was fun fun fun. pics can be seen on my friendster.

was tired so we went home at 2+am. took cab with zhong and pei. I prefer taking cab with zhong as compared to lhh lor. don't ask me the reason hor. haha. cos i think it's bad of me to type it out here, it will ruin his chance of getting a gf. :x

Sunday - went to Queensway shopping centre to collect my 2 specs. I love them! the designs are super unique leh. Let's see when i will start wearing them. next stop was IKEA. I got some many things to get but so little time. ended up only getting a set of markers. I will be back next time!

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

7:02 PM

it's a fri today! whees. though i was rushing the stupid minutes today and was quite busy. So so many points to take down every month. I gotta brush up on my notes taking eh.

rushed home at 5.45pm cos i gotta rush to collect my parcel at the PO (which closes at 6.30pm). Finally gotten it & so much stuff in it. There's wetseal & alloy tees, f21 top, old navy i love mum tee, UO tee & ON wristlet. *grins grins grins I love online shopping!

oh yah, had my pedicure done today toos. changed colour to light purple & it matches the colour of my havianas. teehee. suggested a metallic purple for mum and she likes it too, which made me happie yeah!

went for sakae dinner & the food was so so as usual. i want to go ichiban sushi at IMM!

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

10:53 PM

LOL! as the title suggests, I've been going out with Zhong quite often this few weeks. his other half is so gonna kill me. :x zhong, spend more time with *** la. haha. I feel bad and paiseh lor. hahaha.

19/4 - meet zhong after work at JE mrt to walk over to IMM. wooots. though I just went IMM ytd to eat ichiban sushi (which i forgot to mention in ytd's entry). haha. ended up having dinner at the Wan Chai HK Tearoom. The food was so-so only la. we ate so much lor! we each had a main course, then shared a plate of asparagus, one toast and 1.5 prawn paste chix each. omg, I always eat so much when we go out together. next stop was off to cartel for dessert. ordered something chocolate which turned out very very sweet. went giant to get something then proceeded to take 188 home.

20/4 - something is very wrong with me today. haiz. I got so emotional and unreasonable to my colleagues. don't know what triggered it off. it's time to reflect.

21/4 - met zhong, bob, yihui & hh for the same round of activities at holland v again. but things isn't the same as last week. the games were a tad "***ing" due to some reasons. lolz. didn't even extand our stay for another hour. i excused myself to go off to bb mac to meet fraw, pin and jess. wooots. took bus with yh and chatted abt sec sch. it's good to catch up eh.

at mac, we chatted and laughed a lot. whee. after that, decided on mahjong at zhong's hse. we played from 1+ to 6+. and i was heng today la, i won. sorry zhong to make you lose so much again. went for breakfast and i reached home at 7+am. slept till 3+pm before i woke up.

22/4 - juno off to hospital as she's she super not feeling well. i stayed home to watch tv and the show "foxy lady" on channel 55 was darn hilarious la. & there's a actor in there which I'm super attracted too. I want guys which are of that type de. wahaha. pic below:

isn't he just drool-alicious? i love his goatee and his cool looks :]

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

11:43 PM

16/4 - lesson goes on and we had fun with the LAs. Lunch was at the cafeteria downstairs and the fishball noodles was not too bad. Gotten a lift to outram mrt from one of my coursemate. wooots. so lucky, don't need to wait for bus or walk. teehee. fetched juno back home from her class.

17/4 - 2nd last day of class. I need to go vegetarian today. omg, my lunch was at the cafeteria. haha. had to make do and order toasted bread to survive. but the food served at breaks were at least "edible" in the sense there's no meat. :] fetched juno back home from her class again.

18/4 - last day of class! both sad and happy la. sad cos the people in the courtse are nice and happy cos I have completed my last module in the ACTA framework. woooots. the two coursemates from FEF.com even gave us roses. I love love it :]

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

6:28 PM

early morning 9+am - woke up and prepared to go pray to grandma.

2nd stop - picked up granduncle to collect his specs at queenstown. i had to replace the left side of the lense for my zio bright red specs too. went to another optical shops which offered quirky and interesting designs. in the end, bought 2 and can only collect it after next week.

3rd stop - sent granduncle back home.

4th stop - rail mall to meet zhong. bought groceries at cold storage and also some organic food store. after zhong knocked off, took bus to holland v. met yy and hh there. that zhong nv tell me hh got come lor! wah liews. keke, nvm. lol. we went for dinner at some coffeeshop. next stop was actually drinks but hh suggested boardgames at settlers. woots. we all agreed and off we went. teehee. had a great time and even extended our stay by an hour. after ending, went to have drinks. got one waiter who's quite cute - i'm obsessed with guys who wear specs. teehee. and there was some minor "accidents" which left all of us laughing like siao =x went back home at 12+

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

4:20 PM

9/4 - commencement of ACTA CM2 at STADA. it's a public class! worries~ but phew, still alright cos I'm still a xiao mei mei and they didn't bombard me with a lot of difficult questions. heng ah! met diff people frm diff industries & it was fun. Luckily i managed to blend into a group for lunch :]

10/4 - 2nd day of class. The food served there during breaks are nice :)

11/4 - back to office! didn't have a lot of emails to clear cos i brought lappie back. teehee. after work, went over to meet da jie for dinner at Carl's Junior @ Suntec. Even managed to get a Puma Sling bag and also sushi in 30 mins before meeting her. :] went back home to rest before going out at 11+ to fetch mum from airport. reached home at 1+am & slept at 2am.

12/4 - rained heavily. met family for dinner at holland ave. had delicious prawn paste chix and oyster veg.

13/4 - Ling's birthday! sent her an sms to wish her :] oh yahs, we arranged to go out today. we = PL, riri, may may and me. teehee. had dinner at PL's bf friend's place & went for drinks at SMU. even got a ride back home.

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

11:10 PM

4/4 - Dinner with 6 ren dang & Zhong (-) Pin at West Mall to discuss Esther's bdae celebration. had dinner at swensens and drinks at coffeebean. wooot. we should meet up more often eh. oh yah, 2nd sis flew off tonight to shanghai.

5/4 - Mum flew off to china in the morning. time to do more household chores when she is gone for a week. I took leave today and slacked at home :] did some reading and playing of games.

6/4 - Good Friday. wooots. a good chance to sleep all the way till the afternoon. basically did some reading up again!

7/4 - slacked in the morning and prepared to go out in the late afternoon/evening to meet zhong and bob to watch the movie "the reaping". got tickets at The Cathay for the 11+ show cos 9+ only left with 1st 2 rows. had dinner at some restaurant below. there was still time so we went over to the prinsep street area & had drinks. went back to watch the movie and arranged with fraw to meet after her movie. the movie was not too bad. quite scary at times and i had to close my eyes. haha. bob went home after the movie while me and zhong went to PS Mac to slack and wait for fraw. finally met up with fraw at abt 1+ and walked over to coffee club. talked till 3+ and we took NR 8 home. lolz.

8/4 - 2nd sis is back from shanghai & she got lotsa of bags back for us. wooots. had zi char at 323 and i'm darn full now.

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

10:58 PM

had JPE today at TPYCCC again~ oh wells, a lot easier to do it this time round after so many experiences. I "screened" through 15 candidates. omg, such an achievement eh. anyways, after work was ichiban sushi at IMM. The food there is cheap (well, i mean economical as compared to other sushi brands) and nice :) loves loves going back there again & again. *hint hint - i love the corn & potato croquette there*

finally couldn't resist DMK's $19.90 promo on the zebra prints pumps and went in to try it again~ but shucks, size 39 in white/black was sold out at IMM. But... there was still one pair at raffles exchange. reserved and gonna get it tmr *grins oh yah, meeting 6 ren dang minus pin and esther & plus zhong tmr for dinner~

saw this on San-X's webbie. The Rilakkuma prints are hilarious, it's a copy of the LV design as seen below.

Saw some stuff which I really would love to have but dunno where I can get it in SIN.

The last one with the strawberries is really kawaii! I wanna get this if there's a chance. 150 Yen for one :)

The stickers are so so cute! I wanna get them too :) It's 150 Yen for one too~

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

11:15 PM

Did a mini quiz in here Colour Test

You are tending to pursue your objectives with concentrated intensity and it would seem that whatever obstacles may come into your path, you will stick to your guns and will not allow yourself to be deflected from your purpose.

You are striving to achieve recognition and what is more - you deserve it.You need an atmosphere of peace and quiet and you would like to share a bond of understanding with the 'right person' - you have the belief that with the right person, your stress and anxiety could be minimised.

You are a perfectionist in everything that you put your hand to. You are demanding and very exacting in the standards you apply to your choice of colleagues and friends -perhaps you demand too much from people. That perfection you seek in a particular person is illusive - perhaps it does not even exist.

It is said that we are all influenced by our environment and indeed you are no exception. It would seem at this time that even though you may be surrounded by people, you are experiencing an inner loneliness. Fortunately you are sufficiently strong minded to realise that life has a great deal to offer you and that you may miss your share of experiences if you fail to make the best use of every opportunity. You therefore pursue your objectives with a fierce intensity and are prepared to commit yourself deeply and readily. You believe that whatever you would like to do or think 'you can do' - you do! It is because of this attitude that you may be considered by others as arrogant and even conceited, but its fair to say that whatever it is that you really want out of life you will put your heart and soul into it and will not take 'NO' for an answer.

The fear that you may not be able to fulfil or realise all of your ambitions makes you work and play hard. The thought of being prevented from achieving the things you want leads you to play your part with frantic fervour.

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I agree with this sentence "That perfection you seek in a particular person is illusive - perhaps it does not even exist." It's just so me! What I have always wanted in a person, is definitely impossible to achieve. lolz.

Been thinking of those emotional issues lately. There's so many "whys" running across my mind but no answers have surfaced. I blocked him on my MSN already. The next thing which I should do is to delete his new HP no on my phone. Have not set my heart down to doing this soon, but I should spur myself on to do so la. I don't want crying sessions or emotional breakdowns or even heartbreaking moments to happen to me again.

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

5:26 PM

here's my chop chop recap for the week again :)

26/3 - div ops meeting. wah liews, minute taking again! anyways, 3rd time and more to come. so gotta buck up and continue to write better yahs!

27/3 - MC! my family doc was off for 5 days la~ then i had to go all the way to bb polyclinic and wait. anyway, pretty the same timing as compared to waiting for family doc. so no grumblings. =x went wm and borrowed boooks. had lunch with mum at mayim too. the xiao long bao is so delicious la!

28/3 - wheee. lily, PL, me all wore red while L had red dots on his shirt. isn't that super conincidental? anyways, it was a good dinner at TCC though the chicken macaroni didn't exactly taste that good. kuku me had to order the iced mocha which made me so awake till 2.30am before i fell aslp. oh yahs, managed to get my long overdue schedule book for 2007 at kinokuniya~

29/3 - boss treat at sakura for lunch. oh wells, the food was super soso only la. didn't even eat much there. had so much laughter there too! we changed the lyrics of "superwoman" to something close to me. wahahaha.

30/3 - finally friday! managed to clear the minutes and sent them out! wahaha. went suntec to walk walk a while before going to waraku @ ms for dinner! the kani udon was super nice la!

31/3 - super suay and irritated day. dun wish to elaborate. and i slept from 7pm to 12am and used com till 3am before i fell aslp.

1/4 - met up with zhong and bob for lunch at waraku again! wahaha. finally managed to see that cute guy again though he doesn't seem to remember me anymore. haiz. the udon which i ordered this time round wasn't that nice though. had desert at azabusabo! whee, my 1st time there. tried the hokkaido ice cream parfait which was quite normal. I wanna go back there again! went to PS for dinner and starbucks then took bus home~

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

10:28 PM