this is real, this is me.
him
but i will never be happy
Tuesday, April 03, 2007
Did a mini quiz in here Colour Test

You are tending to pursue your objectives with concentrated intensity and it would seem that whatever obstacles may come into your path, you will stick to your guns and will not allow yourself to be deflected from your purpose.

You are striving to achieve recognition and what is more - you deserve it.You need an atmosphere of peace and quiet and you would like to share a bond of understanding with the 'right person' - you have the belief that with the right person, your stress and anxiety could be minimised.

You are a perfectionist in everything that you put your hand to. You are demanding and very exacting in the standards you apply to your choice of colleagues and friends -perhaps you demand too much from people. That perfection you seek in a particular person is illusive - perhaps it does not even exist.

It is said that we are all influenced by our environment and indeed you are no exception. It would seem at this time that even though you may be surrounded by people, you are experiencing an inner loneliness. Fortunately you are sufficiently strong minded to realise that life has a great deal to offer you and that you may miss your share of experiences if you fail to make the best use of every opportunity. You therefore pursue your objectives with a fierce intensity and are prepared to commit yourself deeply and readily. You believe that whatever you would like to do or think 'you can do' - you do! It is because of this attitude that you may be considered by others as arrogant and even conceited, but its fair to say that whatever it is that you really want out of life you will put your heart and soul into it and will not take 'NO' for an answer.

The fear that you may not be able to fulfil or realise all of your ambitions makes you work and play hard. The thought of being prevented from achieving the things you want leads you to play your part with frantic fervour.

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I agree with this sentence "That perfection you seek in a particular person is illusive - perhaps it does not even exist." It's just so me! What I have always wanted in a person, is definitely impossible to achieve. lolz.

Been thinking of those emotional issues lately. There's so many "whys" running across my mind but no answers have surfaced. I blocked him on my MSN already. The next thing which I should do is to delete his new HP no on my phone. Have not set my heart down to doing this soon, but I should spur myself on to do so la. I don't want crying sessions or emotional breakdowns or even heartbreaking moments to happen to me again.

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

5:26 PM

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