this is real, this is me.
him
but i will never be happy
Saturday, February 23, 2008
so yesterday was a day of fun and super sehness for me eh. hahas. as per the title, we went for drinks. went with some of my dept mates + mr o. teehee. spent our time chatting, taking photos and basically just drinking.

heng i wasn't sabo-ed by pw ah. but cos of papa lee, i had to drink another bottle of carlsberg. arghhh. after that 4th bottle, super seh la. was so sleepy liao. hahas. time to go for training in drinking liao. after that, went to railway station for drinks. then shared cab home with mr kw.

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

10:28 PM

Monday, February 18, 2008
as the title suggests, i have not been updating regularly again. omg, i think i have lost all interest in blogging for now. it's when i suddenly feel like writing then I will log into blogger to pen down what has happened. =x

so today, i had my 1st public briefing. messy and **** up la. referring to another colleague who was supposed to get the stuff ready for me but ended up missing out the assessment tools and referral letters. omg! luckily he had some time to go down and print. but my briefing sucks. i admit la. i'm not strong in presentation cos i get nervous like super easily. spoke like some mrt train rushing to get to the next stop. *crosses fingers* and hopes that I didn't appear to be so xiasuay. hahas.

but anyways, it's all over. managed to get home slightly earlier today. however, i was shocked to learn that a unit in my block caught fire @4+pm. omg! there were like 3 fire engines + 2 ambulances. No one was hurt but a lot of neighbours were just standing downstairs. we even saw the mother of the person whose unit caught fire. she appeared darn dazed and shocked la. haiya. and they were really the not so fortunate people la. already not enough $ liao still kena this. scary isn't it.

they lived on the 9th storey and the fire was so big that all the units above them were covered in thick black soot. omg leh, i still feel very sorry for all leh. especially the family who have no roof over their heads for quite a while. although a very nice family on the 2nd storey offered to let the affected family stay with them tonight. heartwarming stories after a tragedy. just hope that everything will turn out for them...

oh yah, mr tee is finally back today. whopppies. office life is finally not so boring. and ms pl just got her braces. it's not that bad after all. just that when she speaks, a lot of "lou feng" but other than that, it's gonna be a totally diff experience for her... oh yah, town hall coming sooooon. hope that it will be at a fun venue :) oooohhhs, and there's also the upcoming dnd. super difficult theme of mystical characters la. so not me at all. hahas.

last sat couldn't go for mj session at fl house. argh. so sad. ended up going for dinner at WM and also going out for drinks. omg la. i had so much chivas that day. tio sabo-ed but i didn't lose much during the guessing game. even had supper twice la. ooops. pizza at wala wala and boon tong kee before heading home.

been thinking about r/s leh. omg. i was so angry at him who made me feel like i was the stupidest person on earth to believe all that he has told me. everything was based on lies alone. i feel so hurt during the past 1.5 months. deleted his number and ignored all his sms-es. shitty person. on to better stuff and a whole new growing up process. my heart has also been also hurt by myself, who is still infatuated with that certain someone who already has a someone else. wah lau eh. can i just grow up? it's painful to be one sided eh. find me someone who loves me can? sometimes when the going gets tough, i wanna lie on that someone's shoulder...

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

9:53 PM

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